.:I am livejournal?

Has a lot of bars. I dig that. I also dig being old enough to drink.

www.downstar.vox.com

I write in my vox a lot more.

Umm my birthday just passed?

I have a kitten she's a badass and asleep on my lap right now.

I can bench press 210lbs x 2 that's my max I feel accomplished.

Car coming soon? No Vroom Vroom more of a let's save gas and jam music car :D cause that's how it goes down.

Yesterday night and today made me realize just how tired I am of Houston. I usually go to San Antonio for little while to get a break but this time it didn't help any.

I talked to nick last night, he already has a job for me if I go to SA for awhile and a place to stay. I think I might just leave for a few months just to get a break. Everyday down here is like clockwork. I have a bunch of friends but honestly if we were in a fight or some life or death situation, I'd probably let most of them die except for a few. I feel like I have 0 attachments here.

I bought a ticket to a show called fallcore, If I still feel like this in a week or so, I plan on being in SA by then. Who knows though I get like this sometimes :O.

So I'm bored and have random things on my mind. I'd love to go on a walk right now and chatter for an hour or so but that's not really possible since I don't have anyone to go on a walk with. I'm tired and need to sleep but I honestly don't want to. A lot of things in Houston make me feel uncomfortable as do a lot of people. I suppose it'll go away.

Man I totally hate how you hang out with a group of friends and at the end of the night all the couples go to bed and you are sitting alone in the living room watching tv. I think that's happened to me one to many times lately. I never get used to it either haha, It's like "Night Everyone"...shit what do I do now?

Anyways I need to go to the gym like insanely bad. I miss it like wh0a.

P.S-I want to be an animorph god they owned.

I feel everywhere right now.

haha im on xavier's lj we just worked out and im tired as shit and have a headache xavier is dropping bombs at the moment well this has been marc on xavier's lj good day bitches

Yeah, I feel like writing in this one more time because I can do that. I just took a shower I feel very clean and cleansed showers with short hair are something I'll never get tired of seriously. I need a haircut soon very soon it's already getting to long again.

So I talked to Jen, I think that's one of the things I like most about her if I have something serious I need to discuss with her she never blows up on me and makes the situation hard. We always tend to keep the conversation civil even if it gets to the point where one of us is upset. She just wants to be friends which is alright with me, I mean yeah I would like to be with her but I respect her a lot and if that is what she wants I ~Want~ to still be friends with her. Our friendship means more to me then most do.

I can honestly say the first week we spent together mean more to me then
anything has in a long time. Falling asleep with her and waking up to
her was an amazing feeling. Our talks and all our conversations were
things I won't forget.

I was in love with the fact I thought I might have a future with this
girl but knowing I still have her friendship is still something I think
I should be grateful for.

I suppose its time to look forward to the future but If things with her
and I were to change again, I wouldn't stop it at all. Who knows what
the future holds.


wow P.S-My grammar is horrrriblleee but I am to lazy to fix it haha.

I don't use my livejournal enough. My feelings right now are a mess well not really I'm pretty situated when it comes to everything in my life except women as always. It seems like the topic at hand I can never figure out. I find the girl I want I somehow blow it without knowing, Girls want me I just want to be friends and feel badly afterwards.

Anyways my minds being dumb.

I think I'm going to try to head to SA sometime next week since I promised Lavette I'd go to her graduation and I really need to see everyone. Things in houston have been pretty clam everything starting to get settled into the same old routine. I dislike that it's usually what makes me start looking for different friends.

Lately though I've felt the people I was closest to did not think of me like I thought, sometimes I feel very expandable with everyone I hang out with. Maybe I am just overreacting.

Satuday I help my friend Kenneth move into his new apartment, I'm quite excited I really want a good workout, I was suppose to start going to the gym 3 days a week with my gf who is now my ex-gf so now I don't really know if I'll be going to the gym so this will be nice just to stretch the muscles.

I miss getting a lot of txt msgs.

Why the fuck does Houston not having any Mid-Night showings for Silent Hill or am I just missing it?